PerFEcti0nS 0F DesIreS

decisions decisions decisions

2012-01-11T18:24:00.000-08:00

hello!it's been a while since i update.
andi know this is abit too late but still:
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

haha.a bunch of us went to marina bay to "celebrate". okay it wasnt really a celebration.there's no spirit of new year i guess..?
oh well gonna miss them in poly. (i think,oppps)

anyway i always hated decision making especially the ones that were important.
LIKE NOW.i really dont know which poly to go to or what courses to take.
shld i go to asuper far poly that i think i might prefer? or to the one that is sooo much nearer.

& moe is only giving us 5 days to choose. and hulala.guess what.im sick now.so i cant go to any course counscelling or blah blah blah.

okay i really dont feel like ranting now but hey i wrote an entry didnt i?;D

a joy of giving

2011-12-24T08:03:00.000-08:00

HAVE

A MERRY

MERRY

CHRISTMAS

EVERYONE!

im tired.
finally it's 12:00.
so goodnight!(;

they say before a war,you better know what you're fighting for

2011-12-23T07:11:00.000-08:00

oh hellooooo!yea you must have noticed i changed blogskin.change for a new year yea?LOL.i just changed it cause im bored.i really really want to catch a movie since it has been long seen i watch one.yeah well but everyone have been busy with their own stuffs recently.i started work at dcsuperheroes for one day already and i start again till next tues.after christmas!damn havent even went christmas shopping yet.oh well.im broke.
anyway i just spent the entire afternoon camping at ws library today.one way to kill time eh?seriously a new year is like coming in 8 more days.. minus one after a few more hours.looking back this year have really been a long and fast one.abit contracdicting huh?
okay.let me explain.
1)long : many things have happen in these short year.it's kind of....tiring?im not sure if that's the right word.and yea.i dont think i grew.vertically.
2)fast:i remembered it was january when i told myself i must study everyday for my Os.

however,i still wouldnt say that this year have been that fruitful to me.there are still many things i have planned for my to-do list but none of them could be ticked still.should i put a yet?
yea hell.i do.

see this talking to yourself thing?yea im going crazyyy.
anyw having this family bbq gathering on christmas.can't wait to GO OUT.AND HAVE FUN.
getting abit desperate here.LOLOL.
thats because

EVERYONE IS BUSYYYYYYYYY!

.....
BUT NOTHING COMPARES TO THIS:

I HAVE NO MONEY IN

MY WALLET TO SPEND.

);

ah well.songs do bring back memories do they?
good and bad memories piece together to complete the puzzle of our lifes.

haha.why am i writing these.

TEEHEE.

that's so nigahiga.LOL.

run-Matt Nathanson ft.Sugarland.

what do you do

2011-12-18T03:01:00.000-08:00

heyyy guys.these few days have not really been colourful to me.
so anyway after the previous post i work at lver,vivo for like 4days from 2-10.
i can tell you.its damn tiring.
haha.yea so i quit because of some personal reasons & i thought you need to give 2 weeks in advance to quit,but THANK GOD ,no!so.the next post after the previous(when i said i got a job) i officially declare that i am out of job now.HAHAHA. ;DD
is it approriate to laugh?LOL.
so im out jobhunting today again travelling to bugis then to tampinies.i did left some numbers there so let's hope they'll get back to me!^^

anyw,when you're free,do go:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jyhaJFi1rLg&feature=relmfu
you gotta love her<3 haha.

well,so let's just say that after these few days,i did realised something.
Never ignore a person who loves you,cares for you,misses you.Because one day you might wake up from your sleep and realised you've lost the moon while counting the stars.

~~it's really amazing how you get to me.~~
~~just across the hall,your silhouette made it's way to me.so easily,so swiftly.~~
~~sone step closer till i realised this cant go on.~~
~~everything i see is now repeating simultaneously in my head and im really afraid of going~~ ~~through that process again.~~
~~but this time round,i got to do what's best for me.~~

a thousand years-christina perri

a year without rain

2011-12-12T07:10:00.000-08:00

WOW.haha.
yeapp i am back from korea!i just felt like pressing my keyboard
so TADAA. i ended here.
soo... korea trip can wait for later posts!;P
nehh.im just plain lazy.
so anyway went to look for job today and guess what?!I GOT IT!(;
tmrw will be the first day of work at vivo.
im sure its going to be a long and tiring one.
but who knows?HAHA.

probably just A little too not over you-david archuleta.
yea,he's an amazing singer.but havent heard anything from him these days.
anyw ppl! one direction is great!support them!(;

i shall end this post here.cos seriously i am lazy to rack my brains to think of something to write!(: there's no inspiration today!

so nights people!
and btw..
merry early chiristmas?LOL.
random.christmas songs are playing on radio now.HAHA!(;

goodbye singapore!

2011-12-02T04:28:00.001-08:00

heyy guys!as promised,i will post before i leave for korea tonight!
nothing much had happened this past few days.
soo.. bye.&i will post more when i come back to sg next saturday!
miss you guys loads!
bye!(;
~~&i really did wish i could tell you myself.~~

angel with a shotgun- the cab.

i know this might sound stupid but still..
i really wish and hope that my turtles would be alright.
i love you guys more than you imagine.
please wait for me & i will miss you.

yea.i love greyson chance!^^
leaving to airport now!
if there's anything do text me!but i may not reply!(;

peace love happiness

2011-11-28T04:15:00.000-08:00

hey peopleeee!(;
just a quick update now and then!

remembering how we always look to what we Olevels students called "FREEDOM", it really makes me wonder whyyy now.(for me)
ITS DAMN BORING AT HOME.
everyone is working now and im at home getting fat every stinking day with facebook and twitter.i REALLY REALLY have nothing to do at home.

today was another awesome *roll eyes* day.
went to uniqlo as told on friday for a walk-in-interview at 4pm in ion orchard.
and guess what?
me: hi!i was told that there is a walk-in-interview today for part-timers?
person : sorry ,we are not hiring any part-timers.

GREAT RIGHT!just a sentence that slam us back to hell. we came all the way to orchard just to hear these.WHOAH.WHAT IS THIS?!

oh well.anyway four more days those rascals will be coming back from cambodia (YEP trip)
&&&&&&&& i will be heading to korea!!!;DDD
the damn thing is that there will be no one to feed my turtles for about a week.
damn thing 2 :our own cohort prom (organise by ourselves) MIGHT be taking place on the week im away.
thats life.

anyway , i will be watching breaking dawn and going shopping tmrw AGAIN.HAHA! ;DD
so i guess i will be seeing taylor lautner on the big screen tmrw.and the thing is that my arms and legs havent stop aching after badminton on saturday.
and do you know what?!greyson chance has a cat named Oreo.btw.let's put it in a nice way: i do not have a liking for cats.
anyway ppl ,there are more and more nice songs coming out!ssooo do check out the radio! ;D

suying will be starting her work tryout tmrw,so all the best girl!
and on wed i will be going another interview for riverisland so this better not be FAKE.

this is me praying that this that
this was the very first page,not where the storyline ends.
my thoughts will echo your name ,until i see you again.
these are the words i held back ,as i was leaving too soon.
i was enchanted to meet you.
please dont be in love with someone else
please dont have somebody waiting on you.
taylor swift-enchanted.this song is nice!(;
keeps repeating in my head.

WOW.
peace people!^^
will update again before i leave for korea!

astronaut-simple plan.

peace love happiness

2011-11-28T03:41:00.000-08:00

hello people!(; here is another post from mee!
before Olevel: sien.XX more days to freedom!REN!
after Olevel: its damn boring at home.everyday facebook and twitter!x2BORED.
yea while others are already out finding jobs and earn MONEY! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
i just slack at home,becoming fat every stinking day.
*roll eyes*

today is a damn awesome day.went down to ion orchard uniqlo for interview AS TOLD ON FRIDAY.
me: hi.i heard you have a walk-interview on monday 4pm for a job interview for part-timers.
person:sorry we dont hire part timers.

SHIT RIGHT?!wlao.what is this?!
its like total waste of time.anyway on the bright side,its way better than lazing at home.

i really just want to fill something in bold.
YES!
around four more days that bunch or rascals will be coming back from cambodia (YEP trip)
&&&&&& it will be my turn to go koreaaaaaaaaaa!;DDDD
it's going to be great but there will be nobody to feed my turtles!!!);
EIGHT DAYS!fill full or excitement and worries.
&&
it's great that our 2011 cohort decided to organise our own graduation prom night as the school rejected to do so.
but the thing is I WILL BE IN KOREA! D<
gaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.that's life.

i really dont know what to write now.im just trying to keep this post long so you'll be reading quite alot of crap.HAHA.i will post in quite regularly from now on to let my blog live again.
anyw tmrw will be another day out!out to watch breaking dawn and shopping.and the thing is my arms and legs still havent stop aching after badminton.
suying will start work tryouts tmrw so all the best girl!(;
i am going to interview on wed for river island and this better not be fake.

and guess what?!
i just realised greyson chance has a CAT.named Oreo.
.............................................................................................
in case you dont know.
let's put it nicely.i dont have a liking for cats.

what do you do when your heart is into places?

~~this is me praying that this was the very first page ,not where the storyline~~
~~ends.my thoughts will echo your name,until i see you again.these are the words i~~ ~~held back,as i was leaving too soon.~~
~~i was enchanted to meet you.~~

crazy days(edited 25nov)

2011-11-24T07:42:00.000-08:00

hello!11:43 & my hair is still wet!so imma shall post something!(;
these few days had been attending the Ngee Ann Poly RED CAMP 8.
HAHA.had to say it was fun and alright but the last day was AWESOME!which is today.
so blah blah blah.
im tired.very tired.
sat on the floor for hours and my whole body is aching.
guess now np can be a choice to consider!
sooo.. yeah. go ninjas!

(edited)
well come to think of it ,i probably didnt give enough credits to redcamp8.i just wanted to say sorry i was "emo" or dao throughout the entire camp.
&that i would most probably go again even without my girl friends accompanying me AGAIN.
redcamp8 cheers are the best i heard yet.and i really did missed the camp and found myself occasionally replaying the cheers all over and over again today in my mind.
i miss and want to thank everyone of you,mostly the SLs,for making this camp possible,fun and fufilling!
thank you so much guys!(; <3

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when this was the first time,everything was crazy and awesome & definitely worth it.

okay , so let's talk about beautiful 14nov2011! <3
1.Olevels officially ended.
2.I MET GREYSON CHANCE! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
WOOOOOOOO^^ i am a happy girl now.

we waited like nearing one hour in the RAIN .
but totally worth it!
we didnt buy his album so we cannot meet him!);found quite a good spot & the funny thing is that we thought that was a guy was going to "steal our fengshui spot" and well i did try to block him.
then bloody hell total awkwardness when we realised he was the 987 dj divian.LOLOLOL.
we were like whos that whos that when all the girls started screaming and taking pictures with him.
EPIC! ;DD

well so long story short!
HE SMILED AT ME!! ;DD (okay ,i know that he has to smile at everyone but ..STILL!)
ht touched him (or molested) when he was going back to the car park.

;DDDDDDDDDD i can feel the hyperness now even if its more than a week ago!
YAY.

here are SOME photos(lazy to post everything because mostly are blur shots ;XX i was too excited) SOME videos:

he says byebye!

i swear the video is taking forever to upload.
its kinda flip but bear with it because here he comes!!!(;
how can someone be so incredibly beautiful and talented?!

and yes i scream till my voice went crazy.LOL.
(im not going to upload all the videos due to the longgg time taken to upload and im running out of patience.but this is the MAIN video.) (;

(IM LISTENING TO GREYSON CHANCE UNFRIEND YOU ON RADIO NOWWWWW!)
AHAHAHAHAHA.I AM DAMN HYPER NOWWWW!
YAY.

*okay i promise i will repost this tmrw.im just too lazt to connect the usb. ._. *
&&&&&DO DO follow my newborn twitter!
i created an account specially just to follow greyson ;/ ;DD & also taylor lautner.HAHHA.

im not a crazy fan! but you got to admit right?!HE'S SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE!!!!AND ESPECIALLY TALENTED.<3

okay,tadaa.i think i posted enough!
it's been a tiring day for me after redcamp8 suck out all my energy(;
haha.currently listening to fade into me. its a nice songg!go check it out.

No superheroes are always strong.They have their weak points and moments.
~~enchanted was initially what i felt.(ts)~~
~~but i made the same mistakes twice and im never gonna make another one.~~

in the aftermath-adam lambert.

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25nov.
alright.since i edited my previous post ,i might as well post about today.
today was another awesome day.
went out with suying,john and jiayi to go orchard ion for JOBHUNTING.
veryyyyyyyyyyy tiring.finding jobs aint easy!
well we left out contact details at a couple of stalls and let's hope they call us back!
night,we went to sy house and slack.yeah.thats about it.
&&& tmrw we're going to pasir ris sports complex to play badminton in the MORNING.w a couple of other friends.
great.have to wake up early.
jobhunting:
so BYE and sleep tight peoples!(;

a thousands of things are hidden beneath a smile.

2011-10-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

i just felt like posting something today.so..yea!(;
i just officially graduated yesterday.&& its just sooo un-real to me.
studying like mad for O's now.so i shall update after i finish.
BYE!

i hope you find it-miley cyrus.

thanks AK,i am gifted ,so are you! programme.

2011-03-06T02:21:00.000-08:00

thank you adam khoo ,danny,priscilia,freddy for your amazing talks in manjusri for our three days level camp.i daresay you motivated us in many ways.thank you so much for letting us realise the potential we hold.everyone is born talented.you are gifted,so am i.we are humans,born the same way and i see no difference in why we can't suceed either.this is the BEST motivating camp EVER.you made us realise how wrong we were to treat the love ones around us,waking us up to cherish them.the reasons why we did not suceed and to me,the reason to believe in myself.
there are no failures in life.only learning experiences.give your 100% in everything.
then i know,that i had done my best in eveything.i live with no regrets.
THANK YOU!

GOOD EVENING.

2011-02-25T01:32:00.000-08:00

yes,i finally deleted all my posts.
abit.weird rereading them.
omgosh.